Yeah, well, I don't mind losing to a worthy opponent....
But those retarded fools weren't worthy in any way. 
And because I failed to get that scholarship, I'm still having
to pay off my undergraduate student loans as we speak.
I guess it's the Malay culture of 'tidak apa' ('It doesn't
matter', 'anything goes') that I failed to take into
account.....
Were the ppl giving out the scolarships Malays too
Maybe they felt that they are more needy than you are -_-"....
you know like charity where you can stand on your own feet but they
can't
